The phrase "live long and prosper" used to just be a funny way to say goodbye to someone back when I was young, but today that is the first thought that popped into my head as I was thinking of words that define my state of being at the moment. Being a Seeker, the Truth is what motivates me. Since the beginning, I have learned many lessons on this journey. One is the Truth is your own. No one else can live your Truth and you can't live theirs. That was the first thing I had to understand. There's no way you can journey in another person's shoes. Realizing that Truth, I recreated myself in the image and likeness of my inner being; how I saw myself. This is a forever evolving space but the depth of my roots will hold me firm. After years on this journey of self discovery, I feel how my world processes energy. I've developed a knowing of myself. A trust and if our inner world reflects our outer world and our goal is for balance between the two then the only way I can describe that process is through Patience. Patience I've learned is a loaded word. Eight letters of life. Patience is not something we are born with, it's developed. It's alive. It's love. As a kid I remember my parents telling me "Be Patient. Just be Patient." I hated hearing that because it always meant "no." But it was a subtle way of them teaching me that very thing. Patience is my religion. I found in the most stressful of times being Patient was the only thing I could do. Be Patient. As a sick person becomes a doctor's patient, I became God's patient. God checked me in, God gave me my meds, God said take 2 of these and call me in the morning. And I did. The side effects were forgiveness, compassion, unconditional love and Light. An awareness of the whole, a better understanding of the Universe's Laws and courage in my own Truth. Opening the way to life shaking world changing moments. At the core of each of those spaces was Patience. Patience must be put in motion, Patience must be used. Patience is a path, the Seeker will choose. It's a daily exercise. It's a frequency. Be conscious of your vibes. Patience lead me to gratitude and gratitude lead me to a new meaning of prosperity, an abundance space filled with Love. I know this to be true because I'm able to articulate and share that space on this path, a wholeness, a oneness to the All, my cup runith over with love to those in a dark place. Let there be Light, helpful crumbs for the Seeker sight. Live long and prosper. 🖖🏾

It's your journey, find your way home. You know there is a breakthrough coming when you start to feel glum and not as confident.  When you feel discouraged and lost. The last step to that level or chapter is believing in yourself. Believing in yourself more and louder than those negative thoughts that are floating in and out. We should always be kind and compassionate to everyone who's presence and who’s space we enter. We don't know if we are walking into a battleground or an oasis. We never know what the person across from us is going through. It could be an internal fight for their life, a fight that could go either way at any moment. I am on the ground now. I'm feeling different types of ways and I know the tunnel is opening up. It's a struggle but it's also love. We are rebuilding. Sometimes you got to go in to get out not knowing why things happen but believing they are happening for a positive reason. When I was in the dark state of my first depression, there was no reasoning. It was just black with a lot of fingers pointing away from me.  I was blaming my whole state of being on all those who didn't help.  My path had been changed. Everything was altered.  As a result, it was not what I wanted, so I resented it. Fought it. Overtime I realized what I was fighting: myself. So I stopped and gave my will over to God’s will. Then things started happening. Something on the inside of me wanted more. Wanted to test what life was. With religion being the starting block, I jumped into the arms of Jesus Christ and he carried me over the old world and sent me on my feet in the New World and said go and be free. Live. But I didn't know what he meant, so I asked. And all I heard back was SEEK! So I did. And the places we will go! And then we submit to that which is the unknown. Trust in fate. Resting in faith. God will  keep me safe. Will you hear my cry?  Know my sorrow? Then you hear, yes my Son. And even if you did make it up, you believe His voice and breathe easy and you will be. Live free and be happy! Joy is love. Love is God. Out of sight, out of mind unless you see with your mind’s eye! Make it a conscious effort to know what your feelings are saying to you. Then focus & breathe. Spend time with those feelings. Really feel the feeling. Only do this if you are aware of your safe space and know that it's just a feeling, it does not define who you are. Yet. Because if you go into a feeling and believe it, it could trap you and hold you in, pressing you deeper in darkness. So from your safe space go see what your world is saying to you. If the inside can reflect the outside and the outside is making you feel some kind of way, possibly there still may be some places that still need some attention from the core of your being. Feel. Be Still. Flow and know! Keep pushing forward toward the end of the tunnel. If your physical and your soul align and want it then you can have it. When truths are realized, hope is restored. If you have what you really truly know you want without settling then you are living your dream.